Yesterday's the last day of the attachment. Took a gazillion photos in the morning, in our semi-formal outfit. The presentation went well, or at least better than expected. Brian, our mentor gave us a treat us to celebrate the success of our presentation. Hahaha. I think he's a really nice mentor, and very funny too. Well, as a Caucasian he actually understands Singaporean lingo so I don't have to specially slang to talk to him. Heh.

To whoever my angel is, please write to me and let me be lucky just for this year. xD

Okay anyway! Photos from pulau ubin trip.

I didn't attend church today because the entire college had to be in school at 8AM in the morning to be newspapers and clothes collectors for a day, and well, to do a part for the community. I'm really glad we picked block 10c and 10d, because block 10c only had 2 stories and 4 units.

The whole process was rather mundane, and the only funny thing that happened today was that the people loading the things up the lorry thought that our bags were collected and threw it into the lorry! So we had to rummage through the newspapers to search for our bags. Last year was much better.

I like this distance, please don't go any further.

I've been hanging out too much these few days, considering that it's still school term, and I think my mother's quite unhappy. But I promise I'll study very hard this week and hang out less and eat at home every night.

On Thursday, went to have lunch at bugis before taking O level hcl results. I got a b3. It's not very good, but it's something which I think I don't really deserve and expect. I haven't been paying attention to any chinese lesson for the entire year of TA2 and I had quite a few mistakes in the cloze passage. I only briefly read through a few books of Chinese essays just before the thing. It's all God's grace :)

For the people who didn't score as well as expected, don't be sad. Even though the result is important, your Chinese standard does not depend on the result alone !!!

On Friday, went to parkway to meet Zara to eat and talk. It's been a long time since I've seen this girl! Managed to catch up quite abit :) And CONGRATS to her, 6 pointer!

Today, went to pulau ubin to cycle with the youths. In the end so little girls went! There was only Calla, Ginette, Dorcas and me. Oh wells, it turned out pretty okay in the end and Jason was acting like Jimmy Neutron towards the end. Hahahaha anyway I think his presence probably lightened the whole atmosphere. After that Calla, QL, Sam and I went to eat Sakae Sushi. I didn't really eat alot alot, but I was seriously super full after that. At least I managed to try the raw egg thingy! Hahaha.

I'm sorry if I failed to meet your expectations. As a matter of fact, it's beyond my capabilities. I'm trying my best to pull through this difficult period, because I know when this is over, everything will be fine, or at least, I want to believe so.

God, please make the best out of this situation.

Today's really great :D

Went to school in the morning, did some work with shirleen and zuoqi, and spent the rest of the time talking while waiting for the gate to open :D

Met Daphne, Yixian and Michelle after that at Bugis. Michelle baked her a cake while Daphne made sushi! I feel so guilty for not doing anything and treating her like a maid. Hahaha. The last time I did something for her was baking a brownie for her previous birthday. Ooops.

Happy birthday to yixian once again !!!

We shopped around and all of us got stuffs!! It's really productive. Now I just need to get shoes and one more set of clothes ! Dinner at Hip Diners was great too, it's been a long time since I ate such 'unhealthy' but nice food, 'cause the past few days I've been avoiding 'unhealthy' food due to my cough :)

I really really really want to see SWITCHFOOT in school next thurs, hopefully we can have permission to go back to school instead of going to nus.

Training started quite late today, at about 6. Didn't really train much, 'cept blocking, something which I really suck at. I can't block for nuts - can't get the timing right. And if I manage to 'block' the ball, the ball just goes anywhere except the opposite court. And my left shoulder hurts because I think I accidentally turned it in the wrong way or something while trying to avoid the net. I'm that clumsy =/

My determination to complete something within a targeted time is zero, serious. I wanted to finish Bio tutorial (yet another LONG tutorial -.-) by 11.30. But by the time I sat down and started working it's already 10 plus, and with my tortoise speed, I'm finally almost done. Time check: 1am.

Happy Birthday to YIXIAN!!!! See you tomorrow.
Hopefully you don't have to stay back at TP :D

I couldn't go for friendly yesterday morning 'cause my mother was super angry at me for going to training the day before even though I was still sick. I'm not feeling any better because I'm still having a really blocked nose and ear. I had difficulty listening to people talk in church today and I guess I was speaking louder than usual. Argh.

On a lighter note, I bought a dress(for cny) yesterday, after searching through countless shops. Couldn't find the pair of shoes at Pazzion though, the design that I like was sold out! I was contemplating to get that pair of shoes since last week and when I finally decided to get it, it's sold out! That's the price to pay for being too fickle-minded.

The Kite Runner's going to be released on the 31 Jan!!! Like finally... I realised that day's the last day of attachment too. Maybe I'll be watching it with shirleen, since both of us love that book.

While trying to fall asleep just now, I kinda decided what to give loved ones for Valentine's day, less than a month away! Just have to hunt for the stuff now ;)

I've been stuck at home for the past 3 days 'cause of this really bad flu and cough. When I try to do something like use the computer or read, my vision seems blurred and all I can do is SLEEEEEP. It's been a long time since I was this sick. And there seems to be no apparent reason for my sickness, I mean I wasn't over exhausted or something.

Ohwells, finally leaving the house for school tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be well enough for training, cause I've a feeling tomorrow's training will be fun.

Attachment was extremely slack today. I don't recall doing anything productive because there's nothing to do. So basically I spent most of the time youtube-ing with zuoqi while shirleen's totally obsessed with coffee prince. I'm not a die-hard fan of serials but I do like to watch sweet scenes of couples occasionally. It's just sweeeetttt :) Well at least I'm not as extreme as shirleen, shan't disclose her secret. Heh.

I'm halfway through Bio tutorial, and looking through designs of birks. I'm thinking of getting a pair, but not too sure which design and colour to choose. Actually I'd never considered birks until Jialin kinda recommended and I thought it'll be quite worth it.

On the train ride home today, I finally turned on my ipod (after not touching it for about a week), and played Our Lives by The Calling on repeat the entire journey home. It's one of my all time favourites.

Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here

I'm not bothered if that accomplishment was this small, it's the process that really matters :)

Today's probably the best day at attachment in the entire week.

This inexplicable sadness within me is totally annoying. I seriously can't wait for the weekends and the end of this month.

Maybe it's the attachment, maybe it isn't. The people are really nice and the workload isn't stressful, but the bus and train rides totally kills. If I'm ever going to study at NUS I'm definitely staying in the hostel even if it means having to use common toilets.

I've been sleeping at ten plus everyday not because I have to wake up earlier than school days, but because the journey's super tiring. Thankfully the food is generally good and cheap, which makes lunch another thing to look forward to.

I reckon I sound like a spoilt brat, ah whatever.

I've been pretty much living in year 2007 for the past 3 days; hanging out with the clique and stuff, even training felt so much the same. At this point of time, I hate to admit this but I'm feeling really nostalgic. I don't want to step out of my comfort zone and embark on this new year.

The only fun thing about orientation's probably mass dance, and maybe the night at suntec; as for the rest, even if I was there physically, my heart's somewhere else. I like the design of the shirt and the cool house names though :)

The unofficial cg's out. I'm taking BCME with Daphne and Lynette!!!!!!! Hopefully this is the comfirmed list, 'cause my heart can't take anymore shocks.

krystal chew
20th March!
16; TJC volleyball
child of God

Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. - Matthew: 6:33