I want another MOS burger meal. I just can't seem to feel satiated no matter how much I eat nowadays. This is a bad sign. Even though feeling hungry is better than feeling bloated, eating more than 2 portions for a meal and still not feel totally full is certainly abnormal. Also, eating too much makes one feel awfully sleepy after that!! =(

I'm really skeptical about people right now. To me, everyone is like a photograph - plain as it is, there's always a story behind it, be it simple or complicated. It takes time for one to reveal his or her past. While some are willing to reveal almost immediately, others take a longer time, and for the minority, they just shut their doors and never allow anyone in.

Perhaps it's something I said that made you upset, there're a gazillion possible reasons in my head right now, but in any case, I really hope that you'd tell me what it is. Why did you shut your door so soon.

I've not logged into blogger for one week! Argh my fingers are starting to itch.

Okay so how did my week go - FASSSTTT!! Like zoom, and the week's over. Can't remember much, so I'm just gonna type whatever's on my mind. Volleyball on two days(wednesday and thursday), SUPER HIGH match on thurs, got inspired to study + train like crazy, racial harmony day + blood donation craze, parent-teacher dialogue, temptations for ISCREAM yoghurt (a complete mistake to sell 2dollars yoghurt in school 'cause everyone will just spend all their allowance on such not worth it yet delectable dessert!!), church practices filled with lotsa mistakes made by me, extremely delicious pasta + pizza from Pasta Fresca Da Salvatore, filming at east coast park with super comical + spastic costumes + lotsa laughter + NG. That pretty sums up the entire week. Hahaha.

Brought fried noodles + eggs to school today. Been ages since I brought food to school in a lunch box! Was so excited about it that I couldn't concentrate during Maths B. Hahaha. Decided to reply tags on my post this time because for once I have so much to say to everyone! =DDD

[dpheew] hahaha your blog's pretty dead too, with the exception of some celebrities. type type tyoe more!!
[kelun] I totally agree, I'm gonna be more AGGRESSIVE FROM NOW XDDDD
[JiaLin] we should make it as some forfeit for camps in future, like next year? Haha. Thanks for your encouragement!! anyway try to teach me more thai, you're must be an expert at it now eh! (:
[Zhi xin] Hello pello water mello! I can hear your laughter too, if I try hard enough. Heh.
[Michelle] HAHA YES YES YES. you always say that we're gonna have a sleepover but the plan always failed! you better organise this year =D
[yixian] that's why all the more you should go for tomorrow's training and go stargazing after that!!

The longest day of the week is over!!

I just realised that almost everyone's going crazy. Everyone's like really high on drugs these two days and we're constantly laughing for no particular reason. To add on, charmine's hairstyle has been a HOT topic among us these two days. HAHAHAA =p

PE was really amusing; we're supposed to do JUMPING JACKS. But somehow I just had very little control of my limbs and everyone around me was laughing hysterically. Tried correcting my actions but it was still as amusing -.- I can't do jumping jacks for nuts!

I have this strong desire in me to do so much beyond my capability. It seems almost impossible but I'm not giving up, not yet at least.

If I plot my emotions for this week on a graph, it would probably be the shape of a cosine graph. Up, down, then up again. This week was extremely exhausting - mentally and physically. So many things which used to be apparent are more enigmatic. I started jotting down questions about things around me mentally, and the list just gets longer and longer everyday. I feel as if I'm going lost myself entirely.

Wouldn't it be nice if we could all lay on the grass, forget all our troubles, and just be thankful for God's creations.

First full day of school after like 5 weeks + 2 days.

Received some results today and they were horrible. Thankfully the negative effects of the results weren't immediate, they only escalated when I came home. It's a good thing, because I showed my sulky face only to the teevee and not to anyone else. I unexpectedly passed Maths B, which I thought I had high chances of failing, and it was only possible because of God's grace :]
Went to gym after school, did quite alot of sit-ups! That should at least make up for not working hard enough on the weights. Heh. Yixian & Lyn left after gym so Sharon, Michelle & I ran all the way to Lucky Heights. It's amazing because we're doing it on our own accord, unlike during PE lessons when we're 'forced' to run. Walked all the way back and bathed in school. Love the feeling of bathing right after exercising.

12 more weeks - Make or Break.

Yesterday morning, played badminton with zhiyang & lynette. Gosh Im super unfit now, just 2 hours of badminton and my muscles were aching like mad!! Then in the afternoon, went shopping with Daphne.. amazingly the malls weren't very crowded. I had this Japanese dessert. Isn't the design unique? :D Haha. We only had 2 hours of school today!! Came home and practically did nothing..Just watched abit of attack no.1 and read. Tomorrow's back to school at full force. I'm going to be positive towards the not-so-positive situation.

"Every step of genuine obedience is a step of faith. Faith is obeying God in spite of feelings, circumstances and consequences."
Romans 1:5
Through him and for his name's sake, we received grace and apostleship to call people from among all the Gentiles to the obedience that comes from faith.

krystal chew
20th March!
16; TJC volleyball
child of God

Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. - Matthew: 6:33